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With our first two losses, we just knew their names, even though they were only 12 and 14 weeks along. So, we named them. Then, we had two more five week losses back to back. I guarded myself so fiercely after those two losses because I truly felt like I would shatter from the pain if I allowed myself to feel anything at all. So, we didn't name them at the time.
Then, this past July we had another 11 week loss and I just knew his name.
About a month and a half ago I had a dream that I had a baby girl named Julia Grace. Not long after, we found out we were expecting. From the moment that I saw that line, I knew that it was my Julia Grace. Then, we lost her.
The other night I was praying and I begged God for forgiveness for not giving my two other babies names. I felt so selfish. I cared more about my pain than acknowledging their lives. I was given five short weeks with them, but that is five weeks more than anyone else was given with them! Who would remember them if not me?
So, I prayed and begged God to give me their names. I knew them right away.
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